Shea's trip to You-know-where has been the most wonderful thing for me. I am so happy for them! It also made me realize that we are getting close, and it really is going to happen for us too. For the first time, I actually believe that. Fully.
Yesterday, I found out that we need to update our homestudy. Instead of feeling stressed, I feel great. Having something to do, something I can do, besides wait, feels so good! The update should be fairly easy and quick. It doesn't look too horribly expensive either. It feels like I am back in the race. Only this time, we get to cross the finish line. And what a prize is waiting for us.:)
I have SO MUCH WORK to do to prepare for Little Man. I haven't bought him anything for clothes or toys. I LOVE this feeling. I love having assignments and having a deadline. We still don't have an exact time, but I know it is soon. Soon is such a motivating word!!!!
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It is great to see you upbeat.
Sorry I was so mopey. Two of our good friends had adoptions that dragged on and on, and in both cases the child ended up being unavailable. I was scared.
alice ,, you know andres is unavailable ...he is already belongs with you and dan.... now get prepared for him :)
Alice so glad to see you in better spirits. You are right it will be soon (it has to be).
You are next my friend!! I will be so happy for you.
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