Ok, I am really excited, but I am also pretty scared! I have had constant butterflies since Thursday when I read the words, "your son is in Tallinn". I can't believe the impact those two words have had on me! I have given lots of thought to being his Mommy, and to him being part of our family, but I don't think I had yet dared to think of Andres as "my son". Wow! Some of the time the butterflies are pure excitement, but sometimes I am not so sure.
We have been incredibly busy getting ready for the trip. I can't believe how much work is involved in going away for less than 1 week! I am just so grateful that the kids are on vacation. It would be very difficult to cover all of their activities and school schedules. We are so thankful for the support of our families. Between my parents, Dan's parents and, of course, Auntie Kim, everything for the kids is under control. Thank you so much for your help!!!! They are even taking care of Connor's birthday party, and I know they will make it a wonderful, memorable 12th birthday for him! Thanks also, to all of our friends and church family who have offered to help in so many ways. We are overwhelmed!
My biggest concern is my back/leg. Most of my family and friends know that I had back surgery 2 yrs. ago and still suffer from flare-ups of sciatica. I have been having a pretty bad flare-up for the last 5-6 wks. I started PT 2 wks. ago, and I am feeling much better! The problem is, I am still waking up to pain way before the alarm goes off in the morning. Sitting is the worst thing I can do, so I am truly DREADING the overnight flight to Europe. I am seriously considering heavy duty pain killers. My other concern is that I keep hearing how Igor walks really fast, and I CANNOT walk fast!! When I push myself, my leg goes numb and then starts dragging. I am so afraid I will be limping by the time we get to Estonia, and they will think I shouldn't be adopting. Please pray for my fears, and that I won't be in too much pain. The best thing about these fears is that they keep me from worrying about other, scarier issues that will surely resurface before we get to Tallinn.
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alice - things with igor will be fine, he walks fast but he points you in the right direction. on your preview trip if he does you like he did us . there isnt alot of walking any ways. you will go by van to orphanage . dont worry it will all work out fine. just remember to bring warm coat and hat and mittens .
Alice,
I know on the long flights you can get up and walk around, and maybe you might have some seats that no one else is in so that you can stretch.
I've never been on a preview trip, and have been told he is fast ( Igor), I would hope you don't need him the whole time, I plan on him taking me to my daughter in East Narva, and take me to a hotel, then leave, everything he does for you has a fee !
Charlotte
The mixture of excitement with anxiety is so normal! I will be praying for your physical health, so that you do not have any issues with your leg/back. If you are worried, I would definitely take the opportunity to get up and walk around during your flight.
Don't worry about Igor, the other commenter is correct...the only walking you will do with him is in/out of the orphanage from the van. No worries!
Enjoy every moment!!
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